Mom Births Stillborn Baby But Never Anticipated Nurses Remark She Will Never Forget

Rachel Whalen found herself in the middle of the situation that most of us don’t discuss after it occurs. Unfortunately, she lost her baby during delivery. Rather than keeping silent about it, she decided it was best to speak up, deal with the uncomfortableness of it all and in the end, to teach us all a lesson about compassion.

Rachel received the typical hugs and kisses from friends and family members after the tragedy took place. They may have helped but it was actually the moments that took place at the hospital after Dorothy, her baby girl was stillborn. She is sharing the story on Facebook about the individuals who guided her through that difficult time and gave her the comfort she needed in her darkest hour.

You can tell somebody that you are sorry for what they are going through but that doesn’t stop their heart from breaking. It typically takes time and loving support in order to accomplish the impossible. Some of the network that provided what Rachel needed included the nurses at the hospital. They did little things that added up to something incredible. She wrote an open letter to those guardian angels on Facebook, saying:

“To the nurses, Thank you for saving me. Your skills and your knowledge saved me from following my daughter into death, but it was your compassion that guided me back towards life. The humanity you demonstrated is what brought me back into life; you made it possible to think about living after death. For this, I owe you my love and deepest gratitude.

Thank you to the nurses who always made sure my husband had enough pillows when he had to stay in my hospital room. And thank you to the nurses who let him sneak popsicles from the freezer. You recognized that this was an experience for him and that he also needed your care.”

Some people may forget that it is not only the mother who goes through this difficulty, the father goes through something very similar. In order to save a life, you need to do more than just care for the physical body. The doctors did what they could to help bring Rachel back from the brink of death but the nurses were there to save both the mother and the father on that day.

The nurses were her guides, walking her through the difficult times that she was facing.

“Thank you to the nurse who came with me when they rushed me to the ICU from Labor & Delivery. Thank you for being my advocate when I couldn’t speak up because I was too busy fighting for my life. I’m not sure I would have lived to see my daughter if you hadn’t been there.

Thank you to the nurse who taught me how to fill my bra with ice packs when I needed to suppress my milk after my daughter was stillborn. I also want to thank you for holding me as I wept at the burden I could not release. Your embrace did nothing to lighten the heaviness in my breasts, but you brought a glimmer of light into my very dark world.

Thank you to the nurse in the ICU who came in to clean me up after my daughter died. Thank you for taking the time to help me wash my face and brush my hair. I can still sense how it felt to have you smooth my hair back into a ponytail, it was a touch that wasn’t a poke or a prod. It was a gesture.”

Sometimes you just want to curl up and hide from the world when something this difficult happens. Caring for yourself is also a very important part of healing. The nurses showed kindness to Rachel and cared for her when she was unable to care for herself.

Many people will avoid this type of difficult conversation but the nurses acknowledged her little baby and how precious she was. One nurse even called her baby by name!

“Thank you to the nurse who crouched by my bedside and asked me about Dorothy. Thank you for knowing how important it was for her to be real even though she was gone. I will never forget the way you leaned in, just like we were friends, and asked: ‘Do you want to tell me about her?’

Thank you to the nurse who dressed my baby and took her picture. Thank you for making sure her hat didn’t cover her eyes and that her hands were positioned so gracefully. That picture means the world to us.

Thank you to the nurses who took the time to read my chart before shift change. I want to thank you for learning our names and learning the name of our daughter before you walked into my room. It meant so much to hear our names spoken together. It made us feel like a family.”

You can tell somebody who has gone through this that you are sorry but it really doesn’t fill that void. It is only the honest acknowledgment of what they are feeling and allowing them the chance to experience it along with being there for them when they need it the most.

“Thank you to the nurse who slipped quietly into my room on my first night without Dorothy so that you could hold my hand. Thank you for whispering to me your story about your own child who was born still. Thank you for being the first person to lead me out of the isolation one feels after losing a child. Your presence felt too good to be true. I’m still not convinced I didn’t dream you up just, so I could make it through that first lonely night.

Finally, I want to thank the nurses who saw me through my pregnancy with Dorothy’s little sister. Even after Frances came into the world, you never forgot that someone came before her. You knew that the birth of Frances did not make me a first-time mother. It made me a mother of two.”

Rachel signed the letter, “Gratefully, The One You Brought Back.”

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